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Death of a feeling

ezou — Sat, 26 May 2007 09:05:00 +0000

When a man dies
He disappears from the face of earth
All that remains from him
A fading memory in the minds of the people that knew him
A growing feeling of lose in their hearts
A simple cold tombstone reminding earth of his passage
The same goes with love
Love have died in my heart
All I wanted at first was to forget and overcome
Now I fight the fading of that memory
Trying to hold the last rope slipping from my hand quickly
I don’t miss her anymore
But I miss the mutual attention
I miss loving and being loved
I miss caring
All is left of that dead love is just me

Palestinian hospitality

ezou — Thu, 24 May 2007 10:17:00 +0000

Let me show u the good hospitality recognition of the Palestinians.
Those people that didn’t learn the first time (1975-1992) that lebanon is theres to play with.
But started again to burn Lebanon.

1. They stole a bank in northern Lebanon

2. They killed around 10 Lebanese army soldiers in cold blood (they dicapitulated them)

3. The army retaliated brutally

4. The war on terror in Lebanon had a name war on “Fate7 el Islam” but what did the other Palestinians, they protested, against the people that gave them all, that sacrificed a country for them, look what the other Palestinian gangs did.

They protested

They Bombed our Malls

They threatened the Lebanese Army

5. For humanitarian reasons the army compromised a cease fire to remove the dead and the injured from the street so the Palestinians in the middle of the cease fire ceased control of a Mosque containing the red cross and the UN HQ’s in the camp.

That’s why we love to hate the Palestinians.

Funny or not

ezou — Sat, 19 May 2007 14:14:00 +0000

Funny or not here it comes

Actually I don’t get it, we pay billions for the awareness of the endangered species, and simply a well respected company like VolksWagen just symbolize the power of it’s vehicle and space by putting an imprisoned or kidnapped elephant which is by no concept funny, I don’t know correct me if I’m wrong

Two Gods

ezou — Mon, 14 May 2007 20:08:00 +0000

Sorry but this is something I keep repeating and visualizing in my mind, so why not share…

All though I believe in one God
But two invaded my beliefs
The first is the God of fire
Calling for revenge
Demanding action
Expecting revolt
The second is the God of wind
Calming my anger
Drawing stability
Establishing peace
Who will win?

Turn my back

ezou — Mon, 07 May 2007 13:52:00 +0000

Ok I know 10 days since my last post.
Well it’s simple I was way too busy to post, (but not read my blogofriends posts )
And here is something I wrote, I hope it isn’t too melancholic…..

The day has came
The day that I wished for
The day you say, let us be friends
The words are lost in their meanings
What is friendship?
Am I your friend?
The immortal feeling of love
Didn’t die, but it have been subdued
I overcame the lose that overcame me
The sadness that consumed me
So when you called
I didn’t know what to do
So when you asked for my friendship
I didn’t know what to say
You asked for pressured relationship
I responded by an unconditional offer
But sorry sweet E
For I will not endure that pain again
I am a man, and my word is my obligation
I told you that I will never leave you alone
And I won’t
I am a man, and I will not cry anymore
I told you that I worship your smile
And I will always do

In Black Again

ezou — Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:30:00 +0000

Our liberator, the greatest party ever, the party that whatever he does is acceptable, and even divine, Hizbollah did it again.
Sorry I rarely talk in politics but this time will be an exception.
Again there holly war against the US and Israel have renewed.
In July 2006 they kidnapped two Israelian soldiers, with no war declaration.

Eldad Regev

Ehud Goldwass

Although they promised that they won’t do anything stupid for summer, well they just destroyed my country.

But at least they were soldiers they knew the risks.
All I can say Is thanks to three great parts in the ME we are loosing our country (Hizbollah(Iran), Syria And Israel).
But now Hizbollah after the Two Israelian soldiers we are amazed of the new enemies of Hizbollah, now the Hizbollah has begun the elimination of his most dangerous enemies.
I will put a little bio on Hizbollahs newest accomplishments.

Ziad Ghandour

Ziad Ghandour Mom
Born In 1995, he was a student, the dangerous thing about him was that he is Sunni but supporting a Druze leader (he supports Jonblat) and he was just 12 years old.

Ziad Qabalan (on the right)
He is born 1982 (the same age as me) and has the same political point of view as Ziad Ghandour.

Well all I can say to Hizbollah, well thank you for destroying another dream of the youth. Thank you but no thank you, swear loyalty for Lebanon before Iran, for God sakes stop your sectarian propaganda.
Please Hassan Narallah go away, to Iran to Syria we don’t give a damn, establish your utopic Islamic country there, kidnap and execute 12,15,25 years old (we know that they accept that sort of things there), but leave Lebanon for the ones that love him.

Thank You Hassan Nasrallah
Press

Microsoft Attack On Firefox

ezou — Mon, 23 Apr 2007 14:29:00 +0000

Microsoft has launched a massive attack on Firefox (the Best browser ever )Hehe, anyway I really encourage you to use Firefox. It’s way better than the stupid IE

Sweet Love Story

ezou — Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:24:00 +0000

A friend of mine sent me the sweetest love story ever:

This 80 year old woman was arrested for shop lifting.
When she went before the judge in Cincinnati he asked her, “What did you steal?”
She replied, “A can of peaches.”

The judge then asked her why she had stolen the can of peaches
and she replied that she was hungry.
The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can.
She replied, “6.”

The judge said, “Then I will give you 6 days in jail.”

Before the judge could actually pronounce the punishment, the woman’s husband spoke up and asked the judge if he could say something.
The judge said, “What is it?”

The husband said, “She also stole a can of peas.”

Tell me isn’t it sweet

Tagged

ezou — Sun, 15 Apr 2007 22:05:00 +0000

Sorry But I was reluctant about what to post when i*maginate taged me (shut up I know I’m a week late) well I didn’t know what to say (without loosing ALL my blog friends :S), but I finally decided to post it anyway.

I was drunk once for 6 days on a row (the good old days )
I still have all my GFs passwords (I did an excel sheet for it )
My first kiss was when I was 13 or 14 I don’t remember (the girl forced me to kiss her :S)
I work in the media, considering the bad wages in Lebanon I’m very well paid, I got a raise of 20% after my first year, and I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEE my job.
This one is my biggest disgrace, I still eat my nails, and the ….. u don’t want to know …. I’m a masochist… BTW: I regained this bad habit after my EX dumped me

Well I can’t tag anyone (all the blogs I read have been tagged ) there is just one Pazuzu I love that girl, if you read my blog, then you are taged b****

TroubledSoul or a DumbSoul

ezou — Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:51:00 +0000

Days have passed since I last posted, and the reason is very simple I was very confused what to write.
Well lets be simple, she left him (again) and was feeling very bad about that, as always I was the supportive friend.
Let me tell you one thing ones of the hardest things in life is to see the woman you love cry for another man.
And again she told me how wonderful I am, how good she feels when I’m around and blablabla.
But the only thing that prevents our comeback is the physical part, don’t get her wrong, she’s talking about kissing her, she said that she can’t imagine kissing me.
I said, please fulfill my ego, and I kissed her from all my heart, my heart almost stopped, it was Sunday the 8th of April at 19:18.
Do you know what was her reaction, she said who am I kidding, it’s you that I love…
So I felt WOW, OMG, YEY. Her color changed and she was acting like it was the greatest day of her life.
I asked her to get back together, she asked for two days, I promised her that she can have her time (yeah right).
On Monday I couldn’t wait anymore so I called her at 18:18 well to my surprise, she said that she wants to spend sometime alone (great).
On Tuesday I tried my luck one more time, I called at 19:18, the same answer came again, and she offered to be my friend and support me like I did with her, my answer to that offer was, I was there for you cuz I love you and I can’t see you hurt, why do u want to support me?
So I thanked her (again) and told her to forget my name (again)….
The questions are:

Do I really want her back?
Is she abusing me?
Can I know she is suffering without helping her?
Does she love me?
Can I live with a person that doesn’t love me?
Am I a TroubledSoul or a DumbSoul?